Sunday, November 4, 2012


So it has been a long time since I posted but I have been super busy! I am now a state licensed C.N.A. I'm very proud of myself! My babies are growin like weeds and eating like grown men lol. Bryce is in second grade and his teacher adores him she says he always is very active in class meaning he always figures out the answers and he always is the first one to raise his hands. He makes me so very proud. Jaycob has started preschool and boy oh boy that boy has so much energy! His teachers love him too they say he has more personality in his little toe than most people do in their whole bodies. Lol. That kid is gonna keep me on my toes I swear but he is so worth it I love being his momma! And now for my baby Hayden he is growin so handsome and tall he is almost 18months old and has the best beautiful hair it is blonde and has perfect curls. My mom told me that she would beat me if I cut his hair but its about to happen he is flirting with having a mullet lol and I'm not cutting it short short just a trim I swear! I absolutely love my babies and hubby and job well hell it's easier to say I am perfectly content and love love love my life I have worked hard and at times cried harder but I got myself where I am because myself and my kids deserve the absolute best life has to offer and no matter how long it takes I will give my kids the best life has to offer. With that said I will close this update and I will do my best to update again soon!

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Long overdue update

Well hello everyone its been a few months since i posted but hey im a full time mom and work at a factory full time also so i have been busy. We have been out to my moms alot to help her get her swingset up for all the grandkids and our back yard now has a pool and a sandbox and a swingset so these kids are super ready for summer. i have been working alot and taking the kids for alot of evening walks around town they love being outside.
So Hayden is 1 now and Jaycob is 3 they are growing so fast i wish i had a pause button to make it last longer, Bryce has finished his first grade year at school and got to meet his teacher next year. He said he cant wait till second grade cause they will have a feild trip to the magic house lol that kid knows whats important huh?! lol My hubby also had a birthday and our 3 year wedding anniversary is commin up on june 2nd. We are taking a trip to Branson MO for our anniversary just him and I no kids for the first time its just gonna be us and im so excited i could scream, we need some us time. not much else goin on just livin life and watchin our babies grow.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

its been awhile

I have had a lot going on heres a lil update.
First we got a house ( just renting) the kids are so much happier and have so much more room to play. Hayden has 4 teeth now and is starting to want to bite. Jaycob is crazy as ever but hey that's Jaycob and we wouldn't trade him for anything. Bryce got 2 B's and the rest all A's on his report card and is reading above grade level.

I love being a momma and my kids make everyday worth all the hassle.

Monday, August 15, 2011

its been awhile

Havent posted in a while so I thought I would.
  My son Bryce starts first grade on Friday he is so excited, he loves school and I hope it stays that way!! We went back to school shopping and he got new clothes and shoes he picked most of it out and did a great job he has some pretty great style. He picked out his new bookbag and he choose a CARS one.

Jaycob is mean and hyper as always what can I say hes 2 and full of spunkiness. I love that kid even when im stressed or just having a bad day he always knows how to bring a smile to my face.

Hayden is gettin big too he will be 4 months old on the 26th and he is teething right now bad so lots of screamming fits but its ok it comes with the proccess of gettin teeth so it wont last forever, he also is more vocal and squirmy i love that hes movin around so much its so cute.

My babies are my world and I wouldnt change a thing about my family I am a lucky mom and wife my hubby is a wonderful man who loves me to no end.

Well thats about all i have to update right now but believe me my days are never dull...............................

Saturday, July 23, 2011

had a hard day

Well today was the day we released balloons for my ex Mike. It was rough but very nice. His daughter Gioanna was so happy to see all the support that was offered. It was really hard when we went to forest park to see the place his body was found but it is all cleaned up and really nice Gioanna her mom christina and I made a cross for her to put in the ground it was very peaceful and a wonderful way to remember mike.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

a quiet day at home

Well its Wednesday and my hubby is off work today. I love these days because we get to spend the whole day together. First we decided we wanted a full turkey dinner today so we started our turkey then started laundry played with our boys for a while. Then when the boys started gettin sleepy we laid them down and have been watching movies and folding clothes I swear the laundry never ends!!!

My husband Richard usually goes fishing on his days off but, today he decided that he wanted a family day and the only way our day could be better is if Bryce was here instead of at his dads. Bryce gets to spend a month every summer with his dad and we miss him like crazy.

Our turkey is startin to smell really good now so we are gonna keep playin with the kids and watchin movies, I love my family time I couldnt ask for a better life. I am a lucky girl I have 3 amazing boys and a husband who treats me like a rare gem that he has to protect with his heart always!!!!

This is a picture i stole of my sons dads facebook page cause my son Bryce looked so darn cute!!

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

a new day

Well I have been spending my day goin through old pictures and trying to help get some information for Mikes final plans, also I talked to his mom today for the first time in years and I cried again but it actually helps to let the tears out. We talked for a good while about good times and good things about Mike that we remember and we both decided we want him remembered for the old Mike the one we loved not for who he became in the end.

After I cried and Jeanie and I hung up I rearranged all the DVDs in our t.v. stand and found out we have 211 movies in there, I really am thinking i should open a movie rental business (lol). Then my boys woke up from their naps and we played on the floor Jaycob tried talking to Hayden and got mad when he didn't talk back and started yelling at him. It was so funny, my babies always put a smile on my face.

It is raining alot right now and i love it. We needed the rain bad and the sounds a storm make are awesome. I could listen to rain storms forever.

Until next time I leave you with a picture of my youngest Hayden lookin cool in some shades